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Somewhere here..I found it .. :-) .. phew! .. the clock just ticked 4500 6月17日 Here i AM .... This is Me ..Yeaahh .. i got into jp! .. so will be livng in noida itself ..!! i know my boards were over .. but was studying for entrances .. then was busy with german and other work and all .. but from now regular updates .. PROmise ! .. 4月3日 SomeOne SomeWhere SomeThingEnough of blogs on god and philosophy for the time being .. phew !.. the comments on such blogs confuse me more ! .. so something light this time .. i have realised .. that there are so many things happening in this world which need attention to .. for example !
GooGle Earth - .. hey i saw my house on it .. america is sooo clear .. also Canada ... india is not very clear except Delhi and noida .. rest all seem to be green ..
Msn Radio - yeah .. my latest pastime .. i keep listng to it .. the top 40 .. nice songs they are
My college - .. that needs some more attention as compared to be given by me
My space - That also needs to be updated more regularly and with more patience and care !
Sooo Many movies .. - the last movie i watched was rang de basanti - tht is around 2 mnths ago ?? ..there are sooo many movies to watch . so little time
My new woofers - ( and yking thought i will stop litsng to music ) .. 3600 watts .. cool !
Girlfriend ?? - dunno !.. abhi toh no mood . lets see after some time .
Cricket - . yeah . india winnnig the third match toooo ! yippeee .. though i didnt see the match .. i didnt even knew there was one :P
Time Traveller - .. some one heard those instrumentals by Rahul sharma ?? they rock ! .. just awesome !
ok ok .. i was just wondering .. how will i get up in the morning at 7 tomm .. have my maths tutoins .. hmm .. i havnt got up before 9 .. in the last 3 months i thnk .. (except my five board exams ) So today its good night at 12 .. :-)!
3月29日 What if God was one of us ?Hmm .. this entry may sound crazy .. but ..it has been written due to utter curiosity and a feeling to express myself with some of my crazy beliefs .. what if god was one of us ??... yeah .. i love tht song by joan osbourne .. just imagine .. god is someone .. who is moving up and down the streets right now .. talking to people .. and we dont even know tht he may be god .. it is really amazing .. if one thinks about this .. the way thought by joan osbourne .. and presently the way i am thnkn .. what if u had an oppurtunity to give him a name ??.. what if you had an oppurtunity to ask him a question face to face .. what wuld you ask ?
A - When will this world come to an end ??
God - dont worry my son .. nobody will suffer ..
B . Why do all of us have problems ??
God - To show you what life is all about
some of us dont believe .. some believe strongly .. tht god exists .. now the question is .. if he is there .. where is he ??? where are the places which we call .. heaven and hell ??.. above the sky ?? do they really exist !??. i dnt thnk it is possible to tell tht .. until a dead person takes with him a walkie talkie .! it really is strange .. when one thnks about .. what happens when a person dies .. what happens ?? do they really go to heavan or hell ?? where they meet other people ?? isnt it possible .. tht even after dying .. another life exists ?? .. who can prove tht ..? .. it is somethng which has never ben seen or understood .. just some beliefs .. hmm .. and who told us to beilieve them .. according to me ..i think tht thee may be life even after death ... not on earth .. but somewhere else .. coz i dont possibly see a reason ..why one shuld die .. ..
yeah i know a very crzy blog .. and 2 mins before .. i hadnt even thought of all this .. but just litsng to the song .. i wanted to write all this ! 3月25日 Behind the Blue lighthouseSlave - a person who follows his masters wishes .. got no life of his own .. the day he disobeys his master .. he is deadMaster- rules over people .. main aim - earn money .. doesnt know where it is spend .. or where he lost it ..God- A power who is supposed to rule the masters .. Some people believe he exists .. some dont ..
No .. these are are not the only people in this world .. but i just felt like commenting on that topic .. in todays world ..the labourers are so much in the negative side of the employement .. just imagine .. most of them earning 3-4000 per month .. what is that ??? .. most of us .. spend more than that amount on ourselves every week .. looking behind the situation .. what is responsible ?? or may be said who is responsible ??.. are they the employers ?? or the employed !.. i guess the employed .. giving a pleasant thought to thier situation .. they can do better than that .. now to make this entry a little bit interstng .. which i suppose is becoming very boring here are some facts ..
Number of literate people Male - 70.2 % Female - 48.3 %
People below poverty line 25 % ( 2002)
Unemployement rate 9% ( 2005 )
these facts are not to critisice or ridicule .. but only to throw some light .. on the present situation of our country 3月22日 *-Media-*It is Something to think about .. how the media .. the newschannels .. te news papers .. come into the picture when anythng big happens .. yes this blog has arised from the day to day increasing importance of the jessica lal case .. and it being related to a just released movie .. Rang de basanti .. ( i wonder how culd the director of tht movie release it at the appropriate time .. ) .. the mass hysteria created by these news ...the media creates in us a sense of togetherness ... seeing the amount of response shown by the DU students and etc etc people .. it is amazing .. what the power of some people can do .. we saw the policies changing in a few days time .. where the media helps the pple .. at the same time .. people are afraid of it .. just like ... politicians .. they just dont want the acts of thier sons or family to come in the limelight .. just becoz it will worsen their name .. also .. the people .. and the people fighting against the big people .. think 10 times before taking a step further .. coz they very well know .. they have no chance in front of the media ... i mean the word media .. has become such an important part of our life .. and media .. i talk more about the news channels .. and journalism ..! it is not highlighted as much as the internet .. or mobile phones .. anyways .. this entry was just out of boredom .. from studying ..! haha !..  3月9日 ............:-(i know i know .. i shuld be studying .. have my maths day after tomm .. still just felt like blogging .. and waise bhi .. now starting blogging will be like startin from scratch again ..!! haha .. anyways .. byeee !! 2月15日 bUsYyeah .. m busy .. haha .. exams .. and more than exams .. the tension .. ki kaunse college main hoga .. it would really .. make anyone have nightmares .. really .. i have filld 3 forms .. and will be filling in 2 in the next week .. and 2-3 have nt come in the market as yet . help me .. give me some ideas ..for a biotech college .. yeah i know i have asked many .. but still more knowledge helps ..!! haha .. had our citation .. and fareweell yesterday .. it was really sad .. anyays .. me going .. just came to say hi to all of you ..!! and hey .. thnks !!!! for all the wishes .. i will update regularly from now .. it doesnt make a diffrence ..!! hahaha !! atleast once in 4-5 days >!>! 1月28日 Reflection in the mirrorJust imagine yourself … standing in front of the mirror .. and looking for something which isn’t there.. or meeting new people and judging there character .. where people will encounter a difference inspired by the saying .." people dont learn by staring at the mirror .. they learn by encountering differences " .. very true i believe .. just by standing in the front of the mirror .. and looking at the reflection .. which will obviously be the same .. niether will encounter diffrence .. howsoever hard you try to look at it .. the reflection "in the mirror" will not teach you .. instead the importance of diffrences and dissemblances can be understood only by noticing them and relating them with one another .. a diffrence asks you to relate between people or things .. this helps in finding out who’s for fake .. and who’s for real .. for example until and unless you see a better entity you always believe that you have seen the best .. another example .. unless you suffer from something worse .. or see somebody who has more problems than urself .. till then you will believe tht you are suffering the worst .. in other words .. you encountered difference .. which helped you to separate the fake and the real .. 1月23日 As simple as thatIf you can make anythng of the topic ... i cant . m all confused ... a lot of things have happened this week .. and will be happenin to start with .. i dont feel like studying at all so thought that blogging may help .. ( and frankly .. before i had written these 3 lines .. i didnt have a word to blog ).so thought that blogging may help .. . now all those thnkn tht whats new in it .. lemme explain .. i just feel like dng the net or sleeping .. these two thngs are mutually exclusive events ( a term i use in probability- a topic in maths which i shuld have completed till now .. but havnt even started ..) i mean i have started hating the word "study" i just want to forget what it means .. next thng fun which i have been having a lot this week .. and maybe will also have it in the next week .. that is .. tuesday - my friends bday ... a small party wednesday - conti party - thursday - party at farmhouse - and friday .. guess what ? .. my results .. so thats all .. a week of fun .. and then a dead end ..!! .. i have been very lazy this week .. and if it continues like thi . well really .. have no idea where it will lead to .. i also though of writing a poem .. on my sadness and lonliness this time .. but just thought that it will become very boring ..!! as i dont have anything to tell .. about my last blog .. luck and destiny .. right now .. it is my destiny which will take me somewhere .. luck has brought me till here .. !! again if you dont understand what i just said .. please dont ask me .. 1月19日 Luck Or destiny ..Luck - something which is not supposed to happen .. but happens your way .. or the other way .. better known as good luck or bad luck .. we hope it to happen our way .. luck is basically fortune .. tht means .. the overall condition in life .. it represent your kind of thinking .. whether you do something and then think .. or whether you think and do something .. ..
Destiny - what is inevitable .. and will happen in the future .. as said " everything is already written .. whatever is happening .. is not happening by chance or randomly .. the future is already decided
now may i ask .. what do you believe in ..? luck or destiny ??.. do you think tht whatever is happening is supposed to be this way only !?? ..
or do you believin luck .. .. "today it is my day .. everythng will happen as i want it .. i am very lucky today"
if you ask yourself .. you will be confused ... what have i been following all my life .. my luck or my destiny ??.. if i answer .. well i have no answer . according to me .. somethings happen according to luck while some according to destiny ..!! but i very well know .. i am all wrong !! .. if one believes in god .. he will be more towards .. destiny .. whereas the one who are nt religious .. will think it is luck all the way ....!! 1月16日 My fav songs !Some songs which i litsen these days ..
1. Zinda hoon - strings
2. In the shadows - the Rasmus
3. Breakaway - kelly clarkson
4. kiss me - Six pence none the richer
5. Slide - goo goo dolls
6. Silence - delerium feat dj tiesto
7. Its a sin - pet shop boys
8. feelin fine - Ultrabeat
9. California dreamig - dj Sammy
10 . if you tolerate this - manic street Preachers
11. Motorcycle emptiness - manic street preachers
Songs which i am always listning -
Air supply
1. making love
2. goodbye
3. Total eclipse of the heart
4. All out of love
Savage garden
1. truely madly deeply
2. affirmation
Creed
1. Higher
U2
1. Vertigo
2. Beautiful day
3. Walk on
4. Staring at the sun
etc etc ...!!
1月12日 Memories!Class 1 - my class teacher cheking my homework diary and commenting tht my handwriting is very bad
Class 2 - my class teacher slapping me becuase i had done my homework wrong ..( i cannot forget this .. as this is the only time someone has ever slapped me )
class 3 - no memories but i really liked my class teacher ( now she is somewhere in bangalore .. have no idea where )
Class 4 - MY most FAVRITE CLASS TEACHER - commenting on my handwriting tht it has improved a lot and then the whole class comin and seeing my copy to see what was she saying
class 5 - our class teacher shouting her head off .. at some projects because thy were untidy
Class 6 - Our class teacher shouting her head off at us .. because we had made a lot of noise during the parents teacher meeting
Class 7 - another very nice class teacher of mine but i have no memories of this class
Class 8 - i got 15 out of 15 in all my 4 unit test of !! ( geography ) !! haha
Class 9 -- my worst year of school .. how can i forget this .. i rmbr a lot of things but the most important
i was caught cheatin in this class .. i cheated for the first and last time in my life ..
class 10 - again very many memories ! .. but the best
when i scored very less in the first terms in maths .. then i worked very hard .. and till the end of second term .. even my class toppers were nt able to solve question which i culd solve ..( maths ) ..!!!! hahah
Class 11 - nothing specefic for this class .. other than the most important thing which i did .. of proposing a girl .. whom i like since a very long time .. and getting rejected :( ! haha
Class 12 -- i can say my best year of school .. thats all !!
1月7日 DREAMY dreamy !!When all of us see dreams .. some of them see it with open eyes .. while some see while sleeping ..!! tbut so we achieve them ??.. I mean .. do we work hard enough for them !?? .. or shuld I say .. what purpose do these delusions have on us ?? .. arnt they supposed to show us the way .. of what should be done now on in our life .. dnt they "guide" us in the journey called life !!?? ..atleast they show us whats in the end .. so tht we are all prepared .. according to me .. dreams are a way by which god tells us what is coming in our lie .. or what we are dng .. will it help us or not ( I thnk I have said this even in one of my earlier blogs ) .. I really believe in this .. Dreams a big word isnt it .. some peple lust say " sapna mat dekho " ( don’t drream ) .. is tht supposed to mean .. we shuld stop imagining which is nt possible ?? .. then why is it known as .. "there is nothing known as impossible " …!! Nice question isnt it !!?? thiere is no use of you people telling me .. nt to blog and study .. coz blogging really relaxes the mind .. !! whenever i get bored studying i blog .. or comment 1月4日 BORED PART 1hi peoples !! .. m really sorry .. for the last two weeks .. coz i really cudnt work on my space ..!! neither on ur spaces .. coz first i fell ill .. then had to go to cal !! ... and now m bak .. but with bad news .. and good news ..and both of them are
my board date sheet
1st march - english
3rd MARCH - BIOTECH
4RTH MARCH!!!!- PHYSICS!!!!!
11 march .. maths ...
17th march -- chemistry
24rth march - german !!
0 holidays for physics !!!
HOW DO THEY EXPECT US TO DO FULL PHYSICS in tht day !!
but .. 1 week for maths is good !!
and 6 days for chem .. is tooooooooo much !!
coz i dont know chem at all .. and passing away time for 6 days .. will be difficult .. so will be blogging a lot tht time !!
i watched tht movie .. shikhar ( the title song is really very good ) .. was supposed to be a dumm movie .. with stoopid cast .. stoopid storyline .. fortunately it turned out to be a quite good movie .. and as i heard .. it has also got 4.5 stars .. so i suggest tht movie shuld be watched once !!
wasie my preboards are staring this saturday ..! and if you are wndering how come i am blogging .. ten yes you are correct .. i have my chemistry exam on saturday ... so have got nthn to study !! ..
i finally updated .. my list of " neighbours of blogville" .. i thnk for the first time after i made it .. chek out if your name is there .. and f not please tell me ..!
i wuld also like ifou wuld share your new your resolutions with me ..
my new year resolution - i will make a resolution next year . which i will surely act upon !!! ..
aaj ke liye itna hi .. bye bye !
12月29日 so much fun part 2 temperature went below 5 degrees .. and the new years coming !!!! .. me gng to calcutta .. me did a lot of shopping .. me will have so much fun at calcutta .. me bought myself new clothes !! .. ( and yummy shoes which i cudnt buy .. as according to my sister i already have too many shoes ) getting ill at the right time . just after my exams finished .. and ok right before we go to calcutta !! .. haha .. celebrating new years at calcutta .. is good beause ..... all of us family are together there .. rmbr ( 15 kids ) .. right now even more than 15 ... haha .. have to do lots of packing ..!! and etc etc .. so bye !!
 A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF US 12月19日 Downcastinspired by sups and kriti here i go ! This is just a story .. a fictional one .. has nothing to do with me .. REALLY .. please i am nt involved ...!!
He has 'liked' her since 2 years .. 'he' .. who doesnt know the meaning of love .. still doesnt know .. is that like or love .. he had always wanted to be close to her .. never her 'bf' .. he had just wanted her to be happy .. even if it was with somebody else ... he wuld look at her everywhere ... he wuld think of her everytime .. he wuld speak to lots of other people .. but only her at the bak of his mind ... he had proposed to her .. only to get rejected .. only to know what a mistake he did .. she wuld never look upto him .. with those same eyes again .. she wuld never talk to him .. with that same enthusiasm again ... he likes her even today .. doesnt express it a little .. because he wants her to be happy .. with her other frnds .. doesnt want to make her think tht he is trbling her in anyway ..that same 'he' .. is very weak ... other people may call him strong enuf to face every situation .. but when it comes to her he falls down ... ..some time ago .. he got to know that she had had an operation .. and he wasnt even aware of it ....... just a single glance of her eyes made him believe that something is wrong with her .. but didnt have the courage to go up and ask .. therefore got to know it from other people .. he had always thought himself as strong .. is cursing himself rightnow .. just becoz he doesnt know what to do .. he doesnt want to speak to anybody .. he just wants to cry .. wants to hug his knees .. and just cry ..' he ' .. who had always told others ... crying is a weak mind ... crying is losing .. is crying right now .........
12月18日 Hope .. !Slept the day
thought of the night
the next morning
i will do something right
the air on your face
the road on which you wre lingering behind
with ardor more than anticipated
the wish well defined
yesterday went by .. today has barged in
didnt feel like cryin
dont know why .. but never had the feeling from within ...
i didnt expect tommorow
but still it has come ...
dont know whether it will come again or not
so today is another day .. have fun 12月17日 YIPEE..!!Yippeee!!!!! exams finished ... although physics and chem didnt go well .. even after studying soooooooooooo much ..and for maths which i had nt studied .. went off well .. anyways .. THANKS sooooo much for all those wishes .!! .. i will be getting my results this monday .. but dont worry .. i wont be posting them for sure !! ... i watched bluffmster yesterday .. yummy movie !! .. what a twist .. ok ok .. m nt telling anything more ..!! but i will be watching it 2 times more abhi ...:-( .. so many movies to watch .. and wacthing that same movie 3 times ..!!! .. ill be bak with an update soon .. so much to do as exams finished .. didnt even think of what to update ...!!! maybe a poem or something . (easy and fast) 12月12日 I so hate my self !I so hate my self .. dont we all ??.for the ones who say " i dont hate myself " .. just answer this .. why is it that we have no control over our actions .. our deeds .. why dont we do only those things .. which will help us or the others .. when we know something is wrong .. or something which will spoil us or our life why do w do it ?? .. why cant each and evry thng happen to our fancies .. the way we want it ... when we know it that . "YES" .. i can do it .. do we think that whatver we do is for our good ?.. or is it .. that we are toooo lazy to do the thing which is actually supposed to be done .??... if somebody here is gettin too confused .. well in simpler terms .. Why doesnt one work so that he will benefit himself .. instead one works so that he will enjoy .. even if he has to suffer all that enjoyment in ONE go .. i mean .. who of us takes life seriuosly ??do you ??.. i dont .... i just want to have fun whatver life may take me .. is that correct or not ??.. is it supposed to be like that ? or is it just me .. lookin at the sun even in the darkness ...
12月4日 WILL BE BAK SOONFinally i did it ....!!
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Hey ... i will be away for a few days ...
my exams starting this week ...
inconvenience caused is regretted
7 dec - physics ... m expecting even less than 50 %
9 dec - english - ahhhh QUITE good !! .. my first ever english exam till date .. with which i am satisfeid !!
12 dec - chemistry - hav not even started the course (18 chaps )
14 dec - biotech
16 dec- maths
17-20 dec - fun
22nd - practical exams
12月1日 Delusion - simplifiedThose who have not read the poem ... please see my last (before this )blog before readin this
beneath the sea - i did the impossible
above the sky - everyone wants to fly 'in' the sky .. i wanted to fly higher
within the eminence - though many strong powers stop me from moving
i fly - i carry on
spread my soul - .. i do each and evrythng with my full capacity
look ahead dnt look bak - i forget the haunting memories of my past .. i dnt let them effect my future .. or present
with dreams i tread - i just want to acheive my dreams
past the rain storm fire - i faced a LOOOOOOt of problems thru my journey .. but i crossed all of them
desistance i refrain -- i dnt let them stop me
slow down - i slow down ( do not stop ) ..
reach the desired - when i thnk i have reached my aim
but what i had dreamt was never there -- .. what i was looking for was never here ..
moral - achieving dreams , will nt be easy .. u will face a lot of probs .. still come to find .. u wre wrong all the way .. but tht shuld nt stop you . it shuld just make u stronger !! ( ohhhh GAWD!!! why does it come out so philosophical evrytime !!!!! )
Even arvind pointed it out .. and also i had thought a lot about it .. but i just felt like giving my view on the poem .. ( it is my first u know .. and m excited .. the other two were written for some other purposes . but this only for the blog ..!! ) 11月29日 Delusionbeneath the sea .. above the sky .. within the eminence .. i fly .. spread my soul .. look ahead .. without lookin bak with dreams i tread past the storm past the rain past the fire desistance i refrain SLOW down reach the desired what i had dreamt was never there ....
11月25日 Look Within ...There are so many things which go unoticed in life .. for example .. just yesterday u saw a blind man crossing a road .. and forgot about it within a few minutes .. but today u saw a person going out of his way .. to help him cross the road .. this is not unnoticed .. things like this touch a soft corner of evryones heart .. and also proves that everyone has feelings .. there is no one who is uncaring .. only the circumstaces make them so .. there is no one who .. is "harsh" on people .. only the circumsta..... so noone should treat a person ... thinking tht he is useless.. or he has no feelings for anybody . or he doesnt understand some thing .. maybe he does some things a lot better than u .. why dont you ask urself .. " what have i done for the people .. have i helped anyone " ??.. whatever i am going to do .. will it help anyone? ..! then see how others look upon u .. and go out of thier way to help u .. and u will also realise .. everyone has a purpose in this world .. .. which may not be seen in everydays life ..but yes .. one day evryone proves themselves ....... 11月23日 am i alone ??Today for the first time after a long time i wanted to talk to somebody .. so many thngs happnned today .. but no one .. i used to think tht i can handle it alone evrytime .. but i wasnt able to do it today .. there are a lot of things about me which u ppl shuld know .. an also som other people who i wish wuld read this blog and understand me .. but dont .. but i dont want to tell anything right now .. just 4-5 months more .. then ill write out " myself" .. what i have been wnating to tell since a long time .. but not have been able to . anyways coming bak to happenings .. was just taking a break from studying .. am nt being able to concentrate very well .. but just doing some writing work .. so tht i dnt get distracted . .. dnt worry .. will be ok soon ..!! hope so !! haha :-)! Hey Thanks guys ... but am like b4 now .>!! u know it sometime happens .. when u want to talk to someone .. but donr know who .. u want to talk about something .. but dnt know what .. !! somethng like this happened to me also .. and uper se .. my net stopped working the last 2days .. so this added to the frustrations ..!! but now m ok .. and also concentrating on my studies .!!! |
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